Sunday, February 26, 2006 // 2:45 PM
feel so lost.yesterday when out with mine friends.feel pretty moody.dunno why.cy still had to purposely sort of irritate me.somemore couldnt get the pants i wanted for so long.haix.then tot of sms-in or callin 'them'.but came to realise the fact then i dunno who to call or sms.all of them had someone that was more impt then me.on the way back.tot of calling siyun to accompany me back home.cause was quite late le.call le.she was talkin to sq.haix.of course let them talk lo.walk home back alone.today tot of letting them try the cake i made.maybe one of them will do.tot of asking siyun to accompany me find a job.sms her when i woke up.was bout 0130.but heard that day she might be watchin movie so sms askin her whether she was out or not?no reply.so tot u cannot feel the vibration so called.she was watching movie.hmm.ask kailin.exams.fiona exams.jiang even more best ask me whether wanna work as a surveyor.then after that say it might me diffcult for me.cause i would find it hard to handle the human relations part.am i really destined to be such a loner who cannot handle relationships among people?
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