feel so lost.yesterday when out with mine friends.feel pretty moody.dunno why.cy still had to purposely sort of irritate me.somemore couldnt get the pants i wanted for so long.haix.then tot of sms-in or callin 'them'.but came to realise the fact then i dunno who to call or sms.all of them had someone that was more impt then me.on the way back.tot of calling siyun to accompany me back home.cause was quite late le.call le.she was talkin to sq.haix.of course let them talk lo.walk home back alone.today tot of letting them try the cake i made.maybe one of them will do.tot of asking siyun to accompany me find a job.sms her when i woke up.was bout 0130.but heard that day she might be watchin movie so sms askin her whether she was out or not?no reply.so tot u cannot feel the vibration so called.she was watching movie.hmm.ask kailin.exams.fiona exams.jiang even more best ask me whether wanna work as a surveyor.then after that say it might me diffcult for me.cause i would find it hard to handle the human relations part.am i really destined to be such a loner who cannot handle relationships among people?

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[140206]-valentine's day
haha.its valentine day again!haha.so fast.one year has past.it only seems like yesterday that it was 2005 valentine.remembered that day i had to come home straight from work.haha.cause no date mah.haha.cannot be light bulb.disturb kl and yh mah.haha.lonely valentine day last year.haha.this year no exception.stayed at home the whole day.had a date with my books?haha.so interesting.haha.hmm...hope that all my friends had a wonderful nite with their valentine.enjoyed this lovely and romantic day.haha.

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hmm.i dunno whether is i too overly sensitive or not.but it seems like fendy seems to be pretty pissed with me.hmm.due to that statement i made last nite?i dont like to have people who are angry with me.it just make me feel uncomfortable.so pissed now.tot tmr everyone can go out together to enjoy some sun and have fun together as a big group of friends somemore with hanqian jessie peiwen and joy.who knows everyone giving me not the sian answer or cannot make it or dunno can or not or dunno,chuan even more best can tell me i go one ren qing off.sound so like he go like a ren qing to me.just an answer i dont like havin.haix.sian.always like that de.never once.i have succeeded.just tot it would be fun to enjoy together as a group.who knows become like that.ARGH!forget it...really totally hopeless...given UP!~

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my other fav pic.haha.nice nice?haha.at chalet too.hmm pretty obvious i guess?haha. 

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one of mine fav pics.heehee.*at our chalet.on the 5th or 6th or 7th of nov?oopssie forgot.!haha. 

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haha.this pic i might look abit spastic.haha.but but.it was pretty fun thou.haha.taken at marina square toilet.haha.the santa hats.[i bought it!for almost everyone.haha.]after eatin at changing appetite.haha.takin abit of our own sweet time in the toilet with yh[kailin bf] and xaiver[fiona bf] waiting outside.heez*haha.*23rd dec 2005- 

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i tot this neoprint was quite nice.heehee*haha.we took it on 23rd dec!two couples together with siyun and me.haha.*we exchanged pressies that nite!haha* 

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haha.one of mine most sucessful gathering that i organize with the help of many.heez*the rest left le.forgot to take pics with the rest.*oops*guess where we were?haha.TCC!haha.the one at milenia walk?[haha.dont know howta spell]haha.*winkz*thanks to all my friends that turn up.!including those not in the pics. 

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feel so lost.yesterday when out with mine friends.feel pretty moody.dunno why.cy still had to purposely sort of irritate me.somemore couldnt get the pants i wanted for so long.haix.then tot of sms-in or callin 'them'.but came to realise the fact then i dunno who to call or sms.all of them had someone that was more impt then me.on the way back.tot of calling siyun to accompany me back home.cause was quite late le.call le.she was talkin to sq.haix.of course let them talk lo.walk home back alone.today tot of letting them try the cake i made.maybe one of them will do.tot of asking siyun to accompany me find a job.sms her when i woke up.was bout 0130.but heard that day she might be watchin movie so sms askin her whether she was out or not?no reply.so tot u cannot feel the vibration so called.she was watching movie.hmm.ask kailin.exams.fiona exams.jiang even more best ask me whether wanna work as a surveyor.then after that say it might me diffcult for me.cause i would find it hard to handle the human relations part.am i really destined to be such a loner who cannot handle relationships among people?
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[140206]-valentine's day
haha.its valentine day again!haha.so fast.one year has past.it only seems like yesterday that it was 2005 valentine.remembered that day i had to come home straight from work.haha.cause no date mah.haha.cannot be light bulb.disturb kl and yh mah.haha.lonely valentine day last year.haha.this year no exception.stayed at home the whole day.had a date with my books?haha.so interesting.haha.hmm...hope that all my friends had a wonderful nite with their valentine.enjoyed this lovely and romantic day.haha.
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hmm.i dunno whether is i too overly sensitive or not.but it seems like fendy seems to be pretty pissed with me.hmm.due to that statement i made last nite?i dont like to have people who are angry with me.it just make me feel uncomfortable.so pissed now.tot tmr everyone can go out together to enjoy some sun and have fun together as a big group of friends somemore with hanqian jessie peiwen and joy.who knows everyone giving me not the sian answer or cannot make it or dunno can or not or dunno,chuan even more best can tell me i go one ren qing off.sound so like he go like a ren qing to me.just an answer i dont like havin.haix.sian.always like that de.never once.i have succeeded.just tot it would be fun to enjoy together as a group.who knows become like that.ARGH!forget it...really totally hopeless...given UP!~
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my other fav pic.haha.nice nice?haha.at chalet too.hmm pretty obvious i guess?haha. 
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one of mine fav pics.heehee.*at our chalet.on the 5th or 6th or 7th of nov?oopssie forgot.!haha. 
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haha.this pic i might look abit spastic.haha.but but.it was pretty fun thou.haha.taken at marina square toilet.haha.the santa hats.[i bought it!for almost everyone.haha.]after eatin at changing appetite.haha.takin abit of our own sweet time in the toilet with yh[kailin bf] and xaiver[fiona bf] waiting outside.heez*haha.*23rd dec 2005- 
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i tot this neoprint was quite nice.heehee*haha.we took it on 23rd dec!two couples together with siyun and me.haha.*we exchanged pressies that nite!haha* 
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haha.one of mine most sucessful gathering that i organize with the help of many.heez*the rest left le.forgot to take pics with the rest.*oops*guess where we were?haha.TCC!haha.the one at milenia walk?[haha.dont know howta spell]haha.*winkz*thanks to all my friends that turn up.!including those not in the pics. 
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